Tears along NLEX

Suddenly in the midst of a boring, humid and grayish greenish road of North Luzon expressway, in the midst of my own driving that even my eyes are too bored to be awake, emotions that have been unworded for a long time now since I don't know started to become tears. Could it be that the unsure scene along the roads made me feel more? Could it be my own mother, sitting at the passenger's side? Those were tears of helplessness, I know. Those were tears of wanting to be the right one for someone, for my family, for my career, for some people, somewhere... Those were tears that have long wanted to fall.