not so good day.

It's no good today.

I slept during my hypnotic exercise.
I slept for more than 2 hours in the morning.
I slept for another 2 hours in the afternoon.

I started arranging my vanity stuff but didn't finish.

But the good thing is I started my detox diet.

It's kind of weakening that I don't get to eat what I like to eat - sweet, salty, and all that fattening.

But I still got to start it. I hope to continue with it.

Maybe when I am slim enough, people will start to look at me and take me seriously, like I have something to offer to the world, like I have worth, like I can be worth loving.

And just now, tears just started to pour for reasons I still don't know.