They called my health condition as birthday jitters.

I was throwing up non stop last night and it was really horrible. Not to exaggerate it but I did feel like just wanting to die because of the difficulty to endure the pain. I just psyched myself up saying in my head that my physical pain was nothing compared to those suffering from a more serious illness. 

Now, that I am feeling a bit better, I am at awe. This feeling of awe probably comes from my admiration at how our body can easily heal given the proper care and medication. We just need to seek help.